Tears and Rainbows

When sadness rages over you like a tsunami in the night, you are at a lost. Despite the preparation you have bestowed upon yourself over the years, you still get hit with the greatest impact you can ever imagine. It tears you up inside knowing that there is so little you can do, and so much less that can actually be done. Your heart is beating to the beat of your heavy heaves and your eyes dilate to the very little light that gets past your solid tears. Your emotions are faint signs of desperation that go unnoticed from the person you call love. Your cry for acceptance doesn't even get passed the brick wall that's between you two. All this time you were a considerable humane creature, and now you're just a fleshy skin outline of lifeless jargon. To him you are nothing short of a meander from where he was really reaching for. You think to yourself if your life was worth the risk about going on this long adventurous journey. In the end, you find yourself in the con-caved spectacle you call your heart. No ones there with you; No one hears you. The silence disrupts the bliss that was forgotten long ago--The bliss that was never found due to incurable infatuation that was processed through your brain to be right. You sit in this silence only to be taunted by that love you call a man. Never do you speak of the words that he wants to sustain in the dark. Never do you wrong him of your actions. Never should you have to do anything that deals with the consequences of some foolish words that deson't mean anything if you believe it not to. You, my child, is the epitome of youth. With this youth, teach him a lesson. Do not let the fiery depths of his eyes scare you no more. Let it go; Happiness for you isn't quite far. Reach for it a tad bit more and you'll find that society has hidden it under your dark, restless eyes. Young girl, you have found what you've been looking for.